Limbo

I am not a patient person, i get very fidgety and annoyed waiting for …. well anything . I really hate it when its my own fault

Just after dinner tonight DH picked up the phone and noticed an answering machine message (i had noticed it a few hours before but as usual ignored it ) . He listened and a very short message was given that went something like this ” Hello this is Dr. Ks ( Becca’s surgeon) secretary calling, could Mrs McIntyre please contact…. ” and yes that is how it ended . No real information given , im not sure why they did not call back and try again. We did try calling a few times but noone answered . We have to wait till tomorrow to call back now .

The logical conclusion is that the surgery will not take place on Friday now, both DH and i are extremely upset at that prospect. Do i want my daughter to go through surgery? Not at all but i don’t want it delayed either. We have had to arrange my sister to watch Eilidh for the day, DH has taken two days off work . We have spent time talking about the surgery to Rebecca and in the end we would just be putting off the inevitable.
Of course this may not be the case, maybe they want us there earlier or later . Maybe they had a cancellation and wanted us there tomorrow. It could be a number of other stuff but we have to wait about 14 hours till we can find out .

We had a nice night planned, Craig’s mum bought us a wii as a congratulations gifts and we were finally going to get to sit down and play together . Now i know my mind will be elsewhere.

Roll on 9 o’clock tomorrow morning now (yes i should be blogging about my 28 week scan and appointment but have other things on my mind now, yes both went well and baby is happy, healthy and right on target)