If You Can’t Say Anthing Good
July 4th, 2008 | 
Author: Im definetly avoiding blogging this week, i have been in a prissy mood and honestly am trying not to wine to much on here. I really don’t want people to think im an ungrateful bitch who does not appreciate everything in her life .
I do , i really do but seriously what the hell is up with Scottish weather? Can we not have at least a couple of nice, rain free days ? Lack of nice days means any of outside activities are off the menu.
What about going to some lovely indoor places? You mean the places that charge twice as much than they normally do as schools are finished and are so full of school aged kids that my toddlers would be pushed, trampled and ignored? Not that we have the cash for anything just now.
Of course Rebecca is suppose to spend the week in and taking it easy but being stuck in all week with two toddlers is not fun . I just think about next week and the week after and the week after that and all i see is more empty days with nothing to do.
Today both kids have been in hellish moods and i know i have been incredibly short tempered . I have spent the last few days trying to design my own wordpress template and somehow Becca managed to erase half my index file . Rather than trying to salvage it i just deleted the whole thing (emptying the recycle bin to) . I cannot tell you how much time i put into it and now its just gone. I will just be staying with pre made ones for a while yet.
Of course its not all bad, the kids are both well . Rebecca is recovering nicely and her breathing gets a little better everyday. Craig also officially is starting his PhD come August 1st, sure its another 3.5 years of studying but at least its full time hours with a full time wage. His graduation is a week a way and the one bright spot on the horizon.
Right now im going to grab Rebecca and get her to bed (yes its 8.07pm at least an hour after her bedtime, another one of these days things) and go for a long hot bath and hopefully soak away this mood of mine .
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July 4th, 2008 4:00 pm
(((Hugs!))) I’m sorry you’re feeling so down and hope things will look up soon. We all have times like that…vent anytime!
July 4th, 2008 8:21 pm
Being a mommy is tough. Tomorrow will be better!
July 4th, 2008 8:24 pm
I understand your mood. I’ve been in a foul mood off and on for the past couple of weeks now, hence the lack of posts. I decided if I didn’t have anything nice to write, then I shouldn’t write anything at all.
I’m glad Rebecca is healing well and I hope the sun comes out for you guys this weekend!
July 4th, 2008 10:07 pm
I get it - I feel that way a lot. I hope the weekend goes a bit better for you!
July 5th, 2008 9:16 am
I hate it when the weather’s bad - nothing like an outdoorsy toddler being stuck inside for 2/3 days at a time is there
((hugs))
July 5th, 2008 5:53 pm
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