Anxious

So im now 39 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I don’t think he is ever going to come.

Im going to be this huge , pregnant and sore FOREVER. Life as i know it has stopped , i struggle through each day and my poor children are being neglected. At least Rebecca has nursery which gets her out for a while each day but Eilidh is going stir crazy being stuck indoors so much.

Is it to much to ask for baby R to come of time? To put us all out of our misery and just be born already.

There is so much i want to know – Will i get my homebirth? What will he weigh? Will he look like his sisters? Will the girls like him? So many whens/whats and hows.

I know this is normal, part of me really does love this – the waiting, wondering and never knowing while another part of me just hates it. You can not plan for anything as at moment things could change for good.

I just want him here in my arms, i want my family to be complete.

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7 Responses to Anxious

  1. carey says:

    totally understand how you feel! i was feeling just the same way a little over 5 months ago.
    he will come soon! :)

  2. Kathryn says:

    The last few weeks of pregnancy can really be unbareable can’t they? Man. Hang in there! It will be soon! :)

  3. Meredith says:

    Hopefully he will make his debut very soon! The waiting at the end is so hard.

  4. Christina says:

    Oh, new blog design! cute!

    I think all Mamas can relate to how you feel! But he WILL come…and in a couple weeks, all those questions will be answered and you won’t be able to imagine life any other way! I’m hoping the end is sooner than later – we’re anxious to meet him too!

  5. carrie says:

    Oh, I lost track of the time – I didn’t realize you were so close! HOly cow! We are anxiously awaiting his arrival, too! Sending good (fast!) wishes your way for a safe and healthy delivery!

  6. Teresa says:

    I think I was 39 weeks and 3 days pregnant when Violet made her entry. I was soooo ready for her to come. It’s been a wonderful adjustment in our family. The kids absolutely love and adore her. I love being able to walk around normal, bend over, hug my husband without a big basketball in the way. Don’t get me wrong, I love being pregnant, but it’s so fun holding the baby in my arms! Can’t wait for your little man to make his appearance!

    Hugs,
    Teresa
    PS: Yes, I think you will get your homebirth…

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