Surviving

It appears im going to make it through this week without any major upsets.

Its strange Craig not being here , i am use to him being gone long hours . Doing bathing,beds, meals and everything else alone is no big deal . Having no one coming home at night to give me a big hug is what i miss.

My sister and neice have been around alot , staying for dinner and baths. Last night they spent the night and we watched Twlight (which i was not that keen on, i did love the books though) . Im even enjoying some “me” time in the evenings , for the first 4 years we lived together Craig worked evenings . I enjoyed getting to do what i wanted around the house , go from room to room if i felt like it without someone asking what i was doing . The kids are behaving and we are keeping busy during the days , there all sleeping well (shhh don’t tell anyone incase i jink it but the boy has sort of been sleeping all night the last few nights shhhh)

I miss Craig because i miss him , its a constant ache . I just want him to be here messing up the house and getting me all annoyed. The girls are going crazy without him , Rebecca got really upset today not understanding why her daddy was not home yet.

Im a silly woman i know , he will be back in 2 days . I cannot imagine spending more than a few days apart.